May 7, 2013

Scared? Yes. (BEDM - Day Seven)

Day 7 of the challenge!
Today's topic is:
Day 7, Tuesday: The thing(s) you're most afraid of

My death - Maybe not so much the dying part because I know where I'm going, but the actual pain of it. 
And judgement. I'm not perfect, and that's obvious. But being told (or whatever happens) of all the things I've done that are wrong... And all the opportunities I missed out on telling them about Him and his amazing grace, his awesome son who came to die for us. us SINNERS. He was perfect! Well it's going to be so opening and sad. 
I don't know what it's going to be like, and I don't claim to know what it's going to be like, but I do believe there will be judgement, and that scares me. But God will fight for me because I am His child. That comforts me.

Death when you're not expecting it. - or when you are (much like Illy said, just so you know, I'm going to be stealing like all of hers. lol) in any form. when it's a person I don't know, or someone I know really well dies all of a sudden (like recently at the Boston bombing. It was unexpected and it wasn't fair. It made me very upset and very mad at those people who did it. But at the same time I feel sorry for the criminals. For the exact same reasons Carlotta did. She pretty much sums of my feelings in this post. They're so young! Why did they waste their lives?

Now on to the more un-serious topics -

Bugs - Centipedes are at the top of the list, closely followed by spiders. And pretty much every other bug after that. Beatles are gross, the mere sound of a bee freaks me out, flies are so germy and disgusting, and I can't believe I used to hold worms (blech!) (please don't remind me of the picture where I have a big bucket of them, and I'm holding a few. and I'm wearing that awful red sweater. Oh, we're not talking about that. yes)

Sharks and many other sea creatures - Okay, so I've never been to the sea, and I haven't seen Jaws. But I have seen Soul Surfer, and that's enough for me. And even though I know sharks hardly ever kill people, they still freak me out.

Any amusement park rides - just yes. they make my heart go flip... flop. and make me feel very nauseous  and I've only ever been on a kiddy roller coaster (but that was a bad experience  my sister was pushing that bar into me the whole time.)

xo, RN
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1 comment:

yes, you have a beautiful soul.